But they don´t die just from being watched, do they?
After struggling with them for three years now I´d state: It´s almost impossible to keep them indoors! I have tried dozens of different methods - all finally failed. And many of my lost plants died while I´ve ignored them!
Most important is permanently fresh air and good light for most of the time - hard to provide indoors!
But you (Willy) know I don´t give up too soon. I´ll have a balcony from next month after I´ve moved and then let´s see if anything changes....